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Saturday, March 15, 2014

SHANGHAI GIRL BROADCASTS HER SUICIDE JOURNEY ON INSTAGRAM



Sad Story:
A Shanghai girl took and uploaded her last 
Instagram photo of herself sitting on a ledge of a 
building before committing suicide.
She killed herself because of her recent break up 
with her boyfriend.




SHANGHAI GIRL BROADCASTS HER SUICIDE JOURNEY ON INSTAGRAM

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Shanghai Girl on Instagram is left heartbroken and records her journey to suicide. She killed herself by jumping off a building because of a guy.


jojotsai1012: It’s been 12 days since the break up. I’ve gone out, had meals, watched movies, drank, sang KTV with all sorts of guys, and any one of them is more handsome than he is, richer than he is. I say this only to prove that it isn’t that I can’t find guys better than him, much less me thinking him so good looking, so rich. There are a bunch of men with good circumstances around me, as friends who know me all know. It’s just that my heart is unable to accept anyone else. Every time I go out [with them], I end up crying. I force myself to smile, I tell myself “the most important part of being a person is to be happy”, I constantly hypnotize [deceive, convince] myself, but in the end I can’t hypnotize my heart. I don’t understand, if the one you choose isn’t me, why did you give me this much hope/expectations, give me this many promises? If you never thought of having a child with me, why did you let me think of a name? He said before that if his mother doesn’t agree to us getting married, he will date [remain as a couple] with me forever, getting married when we are old. This really is the most romantic words of love I’ve ever heard in my life, but it was also a lie. All of this I cannot forget, can never forget, unless I die.

jojotsai1012: Do you know that there is a 

bird without feet? His life can only fly in the 

sky, flying tired to sleep in the wind, landing 

only once a lifetime, and that is when he 

died.

 jojotsai1012: Since then, never see such a smile.

jojotsai1012: Food is tasteless, there is no 

sleep in the night [unable to eat or sleep].


jojotsai1012: After I’m dead, I will haunt you 
day and night, I will never again leave you.




 Jojotsai1012: Turns out all of the 

nightmares I had those few days were 

all real. All the things I dreamed of have all 

truly happened. It’s just that I was blind and 

ignorant of it all at the time, suspecting and 

learning of everything too late. In my life, I 

haven’t done any [seriously] bad things, so 

why subject me to this kind of torment? Life 

has been so miserable these past few days. 

I want to forget all of this, to control my 

mood and not be crying painfully late at 

night every night, but I can’t do it, there’s 

nothing I can do. All of this is too unfair to 

me, I can’t bear it.



jojotsai1012: Don’t forget those beautiful things/memories we had.







 “This is real, we live in the same building, she died Saturday morning. No matter what, how much courage must it have taken for a little girl to kill herself? Hope she will find peace in the afterlife.”




Was a guy worth all this?

Rest In Peace



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